Tuesday, December 29, 2009

On The Edge

Where do I stand now?
Where is my place?

Outside...shouts, stone, fire and blood.
Inside...darkness.

I look around my room...
To find a safe place,
I have your memories and tears,
So I hide among them

But what if I fall from that edge?


Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Still Water

I am back to step one...
I need to stare into deepest layers of myself
But I can't heal fast
Sometimes...you're hurt, but when you're the pain itself
Then...
I didn't even dream of a day which, I sit and feel being guilty..not like this.

Above all the pain I brought to myself...is the pain I brought to you
I will not forgive myself
I just can't...knowing you're sad
The sadness...I brought to you
I..
am
sorry.