Friday, November 27, 2009

I admit I've lost control

Artist: Anathema
Song: Lost Control
Photo: By Me

Life has betrayed me once again,
I accept some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony,
and it's left me with a chem'cal dependency for sanity.

Yes, I am falling... how much longer till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to an end,
I've realized what I could have been.
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I've lost control.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Paint me a Window

When the sun goes down,
I paint a window

Maybe one morning,
You; and not the sun wake me up..

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Without a past

When the reality becomes a mirage
The green tree of life
And dies.

From its ashes
A memory shall arise

Fear no more
The Phoenix will fly

Sunday, November 15, 2009


Doctor said: " Don't tell lies. Never!". And I've lied to myself...and to others. What a shame.
He said: " Don't be too hard on yourself". And I don't know how not to.
He didn't explain the painful part.
He just looks at me...and tells me:
"Just enjoy the time you have here".
And the pain in my throat builds up...
Tears won't fall...

But something fell inside me.
Deep to the abyss.
Words dying before they're born
Sky darkens
But I won't stop fighting for you.